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love is a toddler whom turns its back on fear and trust-falls down a slide sliding backwards--- with an unequivocal faith another form of itself will be there to catch it in its arms at the end of the drop off. ::: it is the icy, hypothermic chill and the pasty filth of blendered dead-leaf soil on a late winter day after a night's rain; letting go of control. ~ while you shiver, look up. through the scum on your eyes, you will see buds growing on the trees; you will feel a hand cover your heart which makes you feel relief; the hand of Spring in you. ::: the age-crevasses of experience in his grease-scarred hands guillotine red peppers. it is the only sound in the room before i ask my grandpa how he forgave grandma when she saw another man with him. he looks up---a green pepper spares it life. once his eyes decide to tell me he moves them across the counter top and smiles. "well, y...