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and so, let yourself be

still

within the storm.


:::


are we not all walking through a house of mirrors?

as we attempt to seek the reflection that moves with our own,
dust continues to accumulate on each surface,
and amnesia has sickened the hand
that holds the cloth.


:::

no longer can this pain be toted.
no longer can this chain be wrought.
no longer can this shame be vilified.
no longer can control be caught.
no longer, no longer, no longer.

no longer is i whom you have got.
no longer may this string be taught.
no longer can sight see what was sought.
no longer can love be
as it was not long ago for me
as this love is now forgot.


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